Alan Watt, a common name. Not to be confused with Alan Watts.
You've probably never heard of him, but let me introduce him.
Alan is a Canadian Scotsman living near Ontario in Canada. Alan will tell you why the world is the way it is, and don't dare call him a conspiracy theorist.
All I ask is that you look him up on You Tube, and listen to his most recent 1 hour broadcast, which he produces once a week (and has been for years). Give it ten minutes and your life will never be the same again. And no, I'm not him!
Alan will explain in factual, historical terms, how it is that you work so hard all your life to stand still, and how the media is run by the elite (mainly bankers and some high-ranking politicians) who aim to keep you as an obedient slave all your days.
Alan doesn't try to gloss over the truth, and isn't afraid to come over as a moaner. As he would explain, those that feel they cannot moan and must always be positive have been brainwashed into that way of thinking.
Anyway go to You Tube, search for Alan Watt and be prepared to have years of niggling doubt about the structure of society washed away in hard-hitting, factual broadcasts that will change your way of thinking for ever.
Go on, all you've got to lose is your insanity.